I don’t even remember how many bottles of soju we popped but I wasn’t drunk at all. And I didn’t even drink beer that night. Dear lord for all nighters
Today had to be a very productive day. I woke up pretty early to finish my never ending laundry (it’s still never ending because I still have more to do… Then I had to go to dance class. Right now we are preparing for a musical that my teacher made (I’m excited) so that means long hours of practice. On top of that I have to prepare for my audition for Mnet Dancing9 so that means even more hours of practice.
To add to it, I got real emotional today during practice. Living in Korea for three years, I learned enough Korean to somewhat get by. But it’s not at all where I want to be and I got a little frustrated today because my members were talking so fast that I couldn’t understand a damn thing they were talking about. I felt so embarrassed that I ended up putting myself down and in a bad mood and crying.
My tap members can’t speak English very well but they know my situation and I hope they know that I am trying really hard to communicate. Even if it means me using broken Korean. They told me that we are family and that they love me plus I shouldn’t be so hard on myself, that they will help me again with my Korean skills.
On a positive note. I did finish my dance routine for my audition~ So I just gotta keep practicing and practicing until my audition… it’s This Saturday!!!! So nervous! I really think my routine is boring as hell. I mean how can you make Michael Jackson’s “Beat It” cooler than it already is? I mean I seriously think you can’t! But oh well, let’s see what the judges have to think about it. Okay that’s my rant for today and I’m beat. Good night!!
You know…. Sleeping until 4 PM, helping your friend get a phone, making friends with one of the people working there, getting invited to drink with him until like 2 AM.
Only in Korea!